Merry Christmas (late) to all!
's so again this year Christmas has already arrived and passed and are working ù.ù before the New Year. As I repeat "yes but you're paid, you work, it is your duty," he continues to seem unfair ... I think when you went to school and ended at least 2-3 weeks. Ç_ç How sad! Although in my house do not ever eat crabs for the holidays, I feel guilty for the same number of sweets and chocolates eaten. _. ... I absolutely correct from the year again> _>! Meanwhile, the approaching date of the move and I do not even true. I still have to turn to furniture stores and choose the kitchen (the only furniture that I miss). The fact is that I really like the style of Ikea, but my father wants me to ask an opinion ... and when I will say that I like that store will die XD I always speak very badly!
Meanwhile I bought a small appliance ... ** the bread machine! I know one thing that seems absolutely useless, but it inspired me a lot and I found it at a bargain price ù.ù. ..
this week are also saddened that I was born conversations, first with my father and then with my mother. I spoke with the first university ... I asked the reasons for abandonment, if you could find something less challenging or more. I told him that it is not worth a try any option "both", which does not serve the purpose of a better working place (because it still would not choose anything that is not in the humanities) that time or you have it or you do not have to force things and you who must adapt to a faculty, it is not the right fit for you. It is not true, how does my mother, who is perfectly able to reconcile a job (challenging, not two hours each time to a copy shop or waiting tables for 5 euro per hour on weekends, with that I never would pay the 'rent) with university schedules. There are people who manages to have the willpower to study and work without support at the same time that, yes. But I lack the passion for curricula that are neither fish nor fowl, and almost never focus (always in the humanities) on a single branch of materials. I can not spend money and energy on something that it leads nowhere and even m'appassiona. Eventually my father seems to have understood, gave me reason and said that it would act like me. But the premise of the conversation I have, however, left a bitter taste: "I would have liked to study, my daughters have not done, then you ...". As if a diploma was not studying, as if the middle school of my sisters were on a par with my degree ...
The other conversation I had with my mother yesterday. He said he saw the mother of my best friend of the medium, Erika. She asked my mother to me, said he would like to meet me, I saw that Erika with a special eye, I saw a lot. My mother has Erika replied that we have not talked together, because she knew that for me was a difficult time and I did not know how to express myself. I dare not imagine how it would react on seeing her mother ... I do not know what to say and I would feel a little guilty for being gone. Unfortunately, very often I feel connected to my character, and shame, shyness or feelings of inadequacy can not relate to others, especially in this kind of occasions.
And that's all ... Peppe I hope you come back soon to Naples, I miss so much: (!
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