Summing
It 'amazing how you arrive at a certain point, you think "how many things have changed" only to realize one day all that really has not changed its nothing. I live with my boyfriend for a year and some months now. But we are together for many years. Years when we suffered the hostility of my mother against her and the adversities of the distance. We met and decided to meet via chat. His parents brought him to me and we love it. Soon, however, my mother was no longer so enthusiastic. He began to complain often in our history. He was probably scared and jealous, and now I can understand, do not say no. But it had now taken hold and I would not let Peppe for the world. My mother came to the point of rage and quarrel with his mother, a sentence that did not went down. His mother said it to be pregnant soon and that things "to follow their course." It was the last time he spoke. Today we are still here, we have resisted and slowly things seem to mend themselves. Peppe has found a good job, my mother seemed to calm down and treat it more familiarly. A few days ago at Easter his parents came to see us. I was a little hesitant because of the warm relationship not just between our parents. But the dinner went well and everyone seemed to not remember the episode of years ago. Until now. In fact a few days ago my mother informs me, solemnly, that it must speak and go to her. I go there today and I could never imagine what he had to tell me! After so many years, despite everything, is still again the idea that he had made Peppe and his family, and especially because I accused him of being blamed profiteers. I made that I would "do" the kitchen by my father and then not call him the most (!) And Peppe who "was sent here by his parents, who plan to table agreed that he should take advantage of you" (! ). Now: I've shown my father Ikea kitchen to ask his professional opinion, then I bought the same with my own money and he has insisted on some changes in his own hand (changes which, for me not to worry, he said that would cost a tot and instead arrived in significant numbers). Also my father, although I should not justify con nessuno, lo sento sempre. Anzi, se non lo chiamassi lui non credo si ricorderebbe di farlo. E per quanto riguarda Peppe... beh, non sono certo la figlia di Berlusconi O_o. Fulcro di tutto è stata una frase dei genitori di Peppe. Al pranzo di Pasqua, quando mia madre disse che avremmo sistemato insieme tutto l'appartamento, sua madre disse "sì adesso hanno sistemato per bene la cucina, poi faranno tutto pian pianino". Tragedia! Per mia madre equivaleva a "Peppe ha fatto tutto di suo pugno e ora si gode la sua bella cucina". Senza contare che si è riattaccato con la storia infinita sull'università, che Peppe mi avrebbe costretto a lasciare in quanto lui ha la licenza media e quindi io non potevo (!) progredire ulteriormente con gli studi. Mah .. I am the first to feel sorry for what happened with the university, but when I started to realize that I would have done the same job with or without a degree, that I was banging to get a title, given the chosen path, not had so much value and I did not have the economic means to economically maintain and stay while away from home, I gave us a break. For me it was important to live with Peppe stop feeling especially subject to taxation. During the years when I was at university, I have never felt less than others, I have not heard of my property to improve language, my humanity, my culture or whatever. In fact, I felt more often disappointed by the institution itself, the bureaucracy, professors and classmates. I have not heard any of those drives that I would have been held at anchor, with sacrifice, at the university. Nor, again, any job that requires a particular course and I'd like to do. And so I have simply gone, waiting to find a future far away, a curriculum that will stimulate me. Or not to find ever. I began to be aware that for some things you're never too old, but for others it will be. I was not born into a wealthy family and I want to earn to live a little bit of satisfaction: buy furniture, travel or whatever. For me now is what is important ... "Enjoy it" a little bit, because I never did. I understand why my father and my mother is not it? I asked how can I welcome you to the house knowing what you think of my boyfriend. She replied simply, "Well I could not do more." So I know that if one day there will be a marriage or will there be children, tensions will always be the same, although we had the illusion that they were laying the groundwork for a family in common.
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